LOST

Its no longer a simple rejection.
It has become so worse.
So worse.

Its tearing me apart.
Drowning me.
Making me hopeless.

The answer is no loner vague.
Im no longer confused.
Its already certain.
I have lost in the game.
Its over
I lost.

Still sane.
As I reALized,
I am back into reality
Illusions are gone
Dreams have faded away
Finally, I am awake.

Death comes like a thief in the night

I know a colleague who is so health conscious and in fact, a trying hard FRuitarian. I asked why he has become so obsessed of taking good care of his health, he answered that he would want to live longer like a hundred years or more. I was amazed.

But then I just heard some news on a 20-year old Filipino celebrity died during his sleep with unknown cause. Well, it must have proven again that once death comes, it comes,expectantly and worst, unexpectedly.

It's sad but that's life. I feel so scared sometimes. But life isn't ours to own.