LOST

Its no longer a simple rejection.
It has become so worse.
So worse.

Its tearing me apart.
Drowning me.
Making me hopeless.

The answer is no loner vague.
Im no longer confused.
Its already certain.
I have lost in the game.
Its over
I lost.

Still sane.
As I reALized,
I am back into reality
Illusions are gone
Dreams have faded away
Finally, I am awake.